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             the teacher’s words, hearing them but not comprehending.
             When it was time to work independently, Angus twisted
             in his desk, craning to see around the people between him
             and Greta.
                “Greta,” he shout-whispered. She looked down at her
             binder, pretending not to hear. Everyone around them turned
             to stare. “Greta, Arjun here’s a basketball player.”
                Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Angus pointing to

             a tall, acne-pocked guy sitting beside him. She recognized
             him from Dylan’s games. Arjun turned and checked her out.
             Greta’s face burned.
                “There’s a closet back there.” Angus motioned with his
             chin. Greta didn’t turn to look. “You could…you know.” In
             the aisle between him and Arjun, he made a jerk-off gesture
             with his hand. A few sniggers broke out around them. Greta                 ADVANCE READING COPY

             couldn’t speak or move, every vein in her body hardening.
                “Shut up, Angus,” Arjun said, turning back to the book on
             his desk. Everyone else shifted away too.
                Greta knew she should feel better, the spotlight on her
             switched off. But it had felt, when Angus spoke, as if her
             clothes had been torn away in front of thirty sets of eyes. As
             though she really had followed Arjun to the closet, let him
             do whatever, with everyone laughing at her outside the door.
             Nasty girl. Easy. She dug her nails into her palms, not wanting

             Angus to see he’d gotten to her, choking, drowning in the
             purple-punch feeling.
                In French class, she sat in absolute silence for most
             of the class, until a girl next to her asked to partner up to



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