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              “We dug out some old pictures today,” she told him. Was it
              wrong, burdening him with another dead person? “Want to
              see what my mom looked like?”
                 “Of course.”
                 Greta pulled the photos off the dresser, her touch gentle.
              She settled next to Elgin and showed him the photos in
              the same order she’d seen them. Elgin blinked, sat a little
              straighter and looked back and forth between Diana’s and

              Greta’s faces. “You’re certainly your mother’s daughter.”
                 Greta smiled and rubbed away a fingerprint on the corner
              of the picture. “This was about two years before she was diag-
              nosed with cancer. She looks happy, doesn’t she?”
                 Elgin nodded. “She does.”
                 Outside on the porch, Ash smiled too—possibly even
              matching the we-get-bacon smile—at something Alice said.

                 “The thing is”—Greta hesitated—“I wish I could remember
              her like this.”
                 “You don’t? Too young?”
                 “I can’t seem to get past the time when she was sick. I
              don’t remember much from before, and every time I think of
              her, I remember how she suffered. I hardly recognized her.”
              She swallowed.
                 “There are only two times in my life I have felt the
              distance pain puts between people,” Elgin said. “One was

              when Eleanor was in labor with Alice. I was with her, trying
              to help, but she only had one foot in our world until it was
              over.” He paused before saying more. “The other was near
              the end of the cancer.” Elgin always called it “the cancer,”



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