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                Ash watched her face, a heavy silence between them.
             Then he nodded, wiping his hands on his dusty T-shirt. “Okay.
             See you in a bit.” He looked away. She knew he’d never say
             “pick me” or plead or pressure, but she saw his hurt expres-
             sion when he didn’t snap it to neutral fast enough. It was
             supposed to be her and him looking out for each other, the
             only sure thing out of 7.5 billion people. She hadn’t forgotten.
                Riding in the van with Roger, Greta watched him sing

             along to country songs. Wall up. She didn’t sing with him—
             a guilty pleasure she wouldn’t admit to under torture. He
             tapped his thumbs against the steering wheel and missed
             every high note. Seeing him happy, Greta wondered what
             he’d said to Patty the last time they spoke. Maybe someday
             she’d be ready for— even find satisfaction in—that conversa-
             tion. At this point, any thoughts of Patty just reinforced those           ADVANCE READING COPY

             hefty bricks between her and Roger.
                Roger took Anthony Henday Drive to north Edmonton
             and weaved through a residential area. They drove down
             narrow streets, a mixture of older homes and new infill.
             He pulled up in front of a bungalow with light yellow siding,
             white trim and a flower bed full of dead, soggy plants by the
             front porch. The front lawn was a neat rectangle.
                “Home sweet home,” Roger said, swinging his legs out of
             the driver’s seat.

                Greta followed him onto the front porch and waited while
             he dug out the key. The house reminded her of Elgin’s, only
             newer and without ferns. In the living room, a large picture
             window overlooked the front lawn. She mentally positioned



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