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                 But that vision included Ash. Her joy dropped away.
              If she asked him, he’d walk away from anyone—Roger,
              Nate, Alice, Elgin, Aunt Lori—to sleep in a ditch by her
              side. She traded places with him in her mind, tried to
              imagine Ash shopping around for another home while she
              couch surfed at Aunt Lori’s. He’d never. She felt a twinge
              of guilt. She didn’t totally understand his anger, but she
              understood his loyalty to her. They had just dragged each

              other through a valley of broken glass and vinegar. That
              counted for something. She’d tell Roger “not yet” when he
              dropped her off later and do her best to explain. It stung,
              seeing something that beautiful, that comfortable, and
              knowing she had to let it go. But there was relief in finally
              making a decision.
                 The doorbell rang, and Roger hollered, “Come in!” He

              clapped his friends on the shoulders as they came through
              the door. Greta smiled and squeezed past them, sitting on
              the edge of the bottom porch step while they hauled in the
              big furniture.
                 The end of the sofa dipped close to her head. She ducked
              to avoid it and the men’s clumsy feet as they groped for the
              next step. She slipped off to the side, by the wilted flower bed,
              and waited for them to pass. As she settled back on the step,
              a yellow blur moved in the corner of her eye. Rebus at the

              curb. Then a shadow up the path, a loping gait, hair flopping
              over one eye.
                 Greta smiled. Like she had waved a magic wand and
              willed him there.



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