Adam Kull’s mom keeps his Facebook page up so their family and
        
        
          friends can post messages. “When I post a message to Adam, it makes me
        
        
          feel like I’m talking to him,” Donna Kull
        
        
          says. “I always hope his friends will
        
        
          comment on my posts.” In January 2016,
        
        
          she posted, “We did get thru the holidays,
        
        
          but then we didn’t have a choice—did
        
        
          we? Lots of distractions helped a bit, but
        
        
          there were moments. Now your birthday
        
        
          is nearing and that first big snowfall is
        
        
          sure to happen soon. I will remember
        
        
          how much you loved to see it, anxious
        
        
          to get on the mountain with your board.
        
        
          Love you.” And in July 2016, “Well Adam,
        
        
          we were in Colorado last week to spread
        
        
          your ashes in this place that was so special to you. Your spirit will always be
        
        
          present in these beautiful mountains. Love you, Mom & Dad.”
        
        
          “Adam’s sister is now an
        
        
          only child. She will never
        
        
          have a sibling to share
        
        
          family memories and
        
        
          holidays with . She will
        
        
          never know the joy and
        
        
          wonder of being an aunt.
        
        
          Hers is a long journey
        
        
          of healing.”
        
        
          
            —Brian Kull, 2016
          
        
        
          Adam’s friend James Weinberg wrote, “Miss you bro, I love you and wish
        
        
          I could be celebrating with you right now. Words can’t describe the hole in
        
        
          my heart I have from you not being around to hang out with every day and
        
        
          to be celebrating your birthday with you right now.”
        
        
          Brian Kull says of his son, “How could a child raised with so many
        
        
          advantages fall prey to this disease [of addiction]? What could we have done
        
        
          differently? I wake each day and Adam is the first thing on my mind. I realize
        
        
          he’s never walking through the door again, not next month or next year, and
        
        
          never is now an absolute. I constantly struggle to define my life knowing that
        
        
          I failed at the most important job I ever had—raising my child.”
        
        
          Deadly Drugs
        
        
          When people hear the word
        
        
          
            overdose
          
        
        
          , they usually think about illegal
        
        
          drugs such as heroin, cocaine, and methamphetamine. And it’s true that
        
        
          these illegal drugs kill many people. For example, heroin overdoses alone
        
        
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          Addiction and Overdose